Tap into my vein so I can’t feel the pain
Shut out this pain, I might blow out my brains
Tap into my vein so I can’t feel the pain
Shut out this pain, I might blow out my brains
Tap into my vein so I won’t feel this pain
Hope I refrain from blowing out my brains
Tap into my vein so I can’t feel the pain
Shut out this pain, I might blow out my brains right here right now

Falling
For the body of a vixen,
Thinking with my head but it's not my decision
Innocent
If there was a sign I must have missed it,
Thought I was blind turns out I'm masochistic
I see
Now more than before
That I had no idea what she had in store
Evil
Always tries to follow me, then it swallows me
It's in my head like neurobiology
I'm sick
Of going to work every day,
slavin away, minimum wage,
to watch you blow it away,
I'm tired
Of the same old routine
Same old fights, mundane bullshit
I can't
Take it any longer
I think I need to leave, with the red I see
Rage
Next time I disagree, somebody please intervene
Mentality rotten look what it's gotten me

All I know is this lie is bleeding me dry
Every time the last time, I hope I wake up alive

The way I live is just not right
Giving in, this is killing me inside
Day and night, I struggle to fight
Once again, I
Wake up, die, eat, sleep, die

Wake up
Feelin’ a fist in my chest
A sudden shortness of breath, counting the seconds I have left
Anxiety
Taking me by the brain
I relapse into the pain
Falling back into the same
Breakdown
Facing a shattered mirror, given into fear, cause self destruction has appeared
Suspected of living with depression, damage physically reflecting
Leaves a permanent impression
It's over; you have no options anymore
No more lies to hide behind; the truth is knocking at your door
Doom
Disengaged from the weight on me
Driven to insanity
draining my humanity
Die
To be honest I'm pissed, in fits
Of rage each page we turn I burn
I lit the flames, 'cuz
I'm calling it quits from the pain
I can't take it anymore

All I know is this lie is bleeding me dry
Every time the last time, I hope I wake up alive

The way I live is just not right
Giving in, this is killing me inside
Day and night, I struggle to fight
Once again, I
Wake up, die, eat, sleep, die

I've eaten my fair share of shit for this to fall to pieces
So quickly, so easy am I to return to the chase
This is the living definition of insanity
This feeling that is driving me
I just pray that by the grace of a might-be god
That I am able to somehow, hold onto the wheel and drive

(Wake up, Die, Eat, Die, Work, Die, Eat, Sleep, Die)
Tap into my vein so I can’t feel the pain
Shut out this pain, I might blow out my brains
Tap into my vein so I can’t feel the pain
Shut out this pain, I might blow out my brains right here right now

The way I live is just not right
Giving in, this is killing me inside
Day and night, I struggle to fight
Once again, I
Wake up, die, eat, sleep, die